Hey whoever’s watching, I just want to ask you if I should stop doing this. I know that it’s been barely 4 months but I feel depressed that I’m not really any different than how I started here. I feel like any time I post something, it’s like a meaningless noise that gets overshadowed by other people that either transitioned from one platform to this one, people just hate this kind of niche that I into, or other peoples talents just leave me in the dust. I feel like shit because of that, and to be honest, I don’t feel like going on with this project. I want to keep going, but some part of me tells me that it won’t matter anyways, no one will hear me out.

I just want some support. That kinda what I start this for, so at least some of that would feel nice. Anyways, I hope you’re doing well and tell if I should keep going, or I should surrender, because I don’t know what to fucking do anymore. Thought to be honest, I don’t think people are going to respond to this. They never do…